Shizuo is telling:
When I heard that I turned around. There, in front of me, stood my enemy since High School, Izaya. I looked at him.
"What are you doing Shizu-chan?~" said Izaya. He looked really happy, which annoyed me. I hated this flea
"Nothing, flea." I'm sure I looked pissed, but I didn't mind. Then he could see how much I hated him. Why did he have to come back? The only thing he did was annoy people. No one liked him
"Awwish~ Is there something there annoys you?" Izaya Asked.
"No, not something, someone. You annoy me. Why did you even come back? I thought you hated it here?" I took a smoke from my pocket, lightened it.
"You're so mean, Shizu-chan~" said Izaya.
"Why do you look so happy? It pisses me off
" I asked him. How could he always be so happy? I almost always felt angry. I sighed. Maybe he'll go away if I don't get angry, I thought to myself.
"Why I'm happy? Hmm
I don't know
I just am~" he answered. "Well, bye Shizu-chan~" Then he ran off. I looked after him.
I started walk again. I was on my way to the bar. It was Friday, and I really needed a break. It had been a hard week. Tom had a lot of work to do, so it was busy all the time. Not that I minded, it was fine, but I was happy it was weekend.
When I came to the usually bar, I went inside to get a drink. I just wanted the usually. After some time, some people came to talk to. Some I knew and some I didn't knew. Shinra, who was married with Celty, came. I wouldn't believe he would be in a place like this, but there he was.
"Hi Shizuo. Enjoying your weekend?" he asked. I nodded and asked about him and Celty. They were fine, he said.
"But Shinra, what are you doing here?" I asked. "It's not this kind of place I usually meet you."
"Well, I wanted to find you," he answered. I looked at him.
"Why?" I looked surprised at him. What did he want with me?
"Well, I'll ask if you could search for Izaya. Celty is searching for him now, but I thought that you maybe would help."
"Why do you need to find him?" I asked Shinra. Couldn't he find someone else? I thought. Why did I have search for someone I didn't even want to come back.
"'Cuz we should meet Izaya earlier today, but he didn't show up. And it was him who wanted to talk with us, so we waited some time, but he still didn't show up. Now Celty thinks some-thing bad is happened to him"
I sighed. Shinra was one of my best friends' so of cause I would help him. We started searching together, but decided to split. Then we could find him faster.
I looked the entire place I could think of, but just couldn't find him. In the end I almost couldn't find more places to look. I'd almost given up, when I thought about the roof of the highest building in the city. A place I knew Izaya loved. He was always up there. Why didn't I think about that before?
When I came up to the roof, I started search. When I finally found him, I saw he was crying. He didn't notice me, before I sat next to him
"Shi-Shizu-chan? What are you doing here?" he asked. He certainly was surprised. He didn't thought anyone would found him, and certainly not my.
"I've looked for you. Everyone has been looking for you." When I looked at him, I could see he was crying. I really looked like shit. "Why are you crying? You really look like sht."
"I'm fine. I why do you even care? You hate me." He tried to sound rough, but I didn't work. He sounded like was going to break.
"If your fine, why do you cry then? You're a really bad liar, you know? If something is wrong, tell me. Let me help you. You've made my worried. It's not like you, to sit and cry. Maybe I'm stupid, but I'm not that stupid."
"Why are you worried? I'm fi-" Then he couldn't say more. His voice cracked. He just sat and stared. I put my hand on his shoulder, and in the second I touched him, he jumped into my arms. He snuggled into my chest, and I could hear him cry. He wouldn't even try to stop it. I hold him close, while he just cried.
After some time, he fell asleep. He still held me close, so I couldn't move. I tried to wake him, but it was impossible. In the end I had to carry him home. He wasn't so big, so it was easy enough. I took him to my own apartment, so he could rest. It seemed like he needed it. I put him in the bed and left the room.
I took a smoke, and lightened it. Then I turned the water on, so I could take a bath. I really needed it. It's like all the problems disappeared.
When I was finished I, I walked into the bedroom to see if Izaya was awake. He wasn't. Then I started to make some food. When it was finished I turned on the TV. I sat in the sofa, while I ate. When I was finished, I had to clean up. When I'd cleaned it all, I watched how Izaya was.
Finally he was awake.
Izaya is telling:
When I woke up, I almost couldn't remember anything. The last thing I remember was, that I should meet Shinra and Celty. Then
it's all black.
I didn't open my eyes. I just tried to feel where I was. I could feel I was on something soft. Maybe a bed? I opened my eyes a little, so I could see the room I was in. I was in a bedroom, but not my own.
I sat up. I'd never been there before. Where could it be?
The door opened. And in come, I couldn't believe it, Shizuo-chan. "How are you?" he asked me.
"Why am I here?" I was really confused. Why was I here?
"Can't you remember anything?" I shook my head. He sighed. "I'm not sure what happened before I found you, but when I found you, on a roof, you were crying."
"Really? I can't remember anything." I looked at Shizu-chan. Did I really cry in front of him? It must really have been a bad experience, since I really cried in front of him.
"But why did you bring me here? And why did you help me?" I couldn't believe he helped me. I mean HIM! My enemy since High School.
"Shinra asked me to look after you, and when I found you looked like shit. When I touched you, you started crying. And you jumped on me. Then you fell asleep. I didn't know where to take you, so I took you here." When he said that, I blushed. I couldn't believe I did that.
"Why are you blushing?" Why not? It's so embarrassing. "Never mind. If you're tired just sleep. You need it." Then he turned around and walked out.
I laid me down. Maybe if I slept, I could remember something.
I was blindfolded. I couldn't see anything. I was tied to something. I didn't know what. What did they want? I was scared. Who was it? Suddenly I could feel a hand on my leg. It moved up, so I could feel it on my thing. Then there were two hands, and they opened my pants. I started to move, to try to do so they couldn't open my pants. Then I passed out
"-zaya. Izaya!" I could hear someone say my name. I opened my eyes. The one who said my name was Shizu-chan.
"Izaya what's wrong? I could hear you scream." Shizu-chan actually looked worried. I laid my head in my hands.
I remember what happened." I could feel the tears run down my cheeks. I wouldn't look at Shizu-chan. I was too scared. He shouldn't know what was happened.
"Are you okay?" I could here he was worried. I nodded, even if I knew he wouldn't believe it. Why should he? I was sure he could see, that I was crying.
"If you're fine, I'll let you rest." He started to walk out. I didn't want to be alone. I really didn't want to be alone, so I took his hand. When I did that, he just looked at me.
"D-Don't go! I don't want to be alone! I'm so scared
" I couldn't stop. The tears ran down my cheeks, like never before. I'd never been so scared in my life before.
Shizu-chan looked at me for a while, before he sat next to me in the bed. I snuggled closer to his chest. It felt so warm and safe, that I just couldn't stop crying. And it was even harder, when he laid his arms around me.
After a while, he asked: "What happened? I really want to know. It must be really bad, since you're crying."
If I could I would have told him. But I couldn't. It was too hard. I didn't know how to tell him that I was drugged and raped. And he didn't have to be more worried than he already was.
When I said that, Shizu-chan just held me closer. He understood. All I wanted was to forget it all. All I wanted was to lay here with Shizuo. And even if I didn't want to admit, I loved him. I really loved him, even if he'll never love me.
"Shizu-chan, why are you doing this? You hate me..."
"I don't hate you. You're just annoying sometimes
Which does that I'm angry at you."
Suddenly I sat up. I looked him in the eyes, and he just looked at me. Then I leaned towards him, and kissed him. First he blushed, but then he kissed back. It felt SO good, I can't describe it.
In the start the kiss was a soft kiss, but it changed. It went much more deeply. Then I could feel Shizuo's hand on my back, trying to pull me closer. I loved the feeling.
Suddenly Shizu-chan broke the kiss.
"W-Why did you do that?"
I snuggled to his chest once again, and said: "I love you~"
He held me close, and whispered in my ear: "I love you too."